Him.

So… you wonder.

When will the vicious cycle end?


Does it? Ever?


So now… It starts with the first thought, like always…

Is this him?


You never know.


And all you can do is hope. Hope and wait in silence. Wait and keep the feelings inside.


If you tell them how you feel,


they might leave.



But, this time he isn’t just a ‘they’. He isn’t one of them. This… really could be him.


But it all lies in the days to come.



Will he stay?




Will he go?




I hope



He stays.





But for now… I’ll hold it inside

Just for the night.


Hold it


Until he breathes me in.