September 30th, 2004

I'm really tired and I don't wanna be here... I barely got any sleep, plus Shawn woke me up early this morning by texting my phone. There wasn't much hope in getting back to sleep after that.
I don't know what to do. I can't make everyone happy no matter what I do. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to go without criticism, or I don't do what I'm doing well enough. I'm so fed up with people. I don't mind human beings, but people piss me off.

I just wish I could stop caring. I wish that people would just understand that I can't do any better than I am. I can't take anymore of this shit from people. Plus, I hate drama, it makes my ass twitch all funky like.

I don't really have all the answers and I don't really ever want to....

"knowing nothing is better than knowing it all"