Everything hurts. No matter what it is, it just hurts. Everything from getting up in the morning, for that one brief moment when you haven't come to yet, to the moment when reality slaps you across the face. I don't know why the fuck things are the way that they are, but I can't do anything to change them without fucking something or someone else up. I just wanna leave this shit hole of a town. I have nothing against the town.... just some of the people in it.... and maybe just the fact that I've been stuck here since I was born. I just want out. I can't stand this crash site for degenerate losers. I need to know I'm still alive... somewhere inside. I need to know that the pain hasn't totally eaten away who I am. Let me breathe... someone please.