Me.

I am still in high school. I am currently completing my senior year. What I want to do after that... you know as much as I do about that one. I have no clue. I am not the type of person to plan things out. When I do, things tend to get.. well... messy. So I just play by it by ear.
Things you should know about me.. ha, well, there's many. Possibly even too many to fit in one letter let alone my profiles ... but I guess I have to start somewhere, so here goes nothing.
First off, I love the small joys that life brings.. the one's that often go unnoticed. You know, all of the things that may seem minuscule or insignificant to most are the things that make my day. To save my fingers from arthritis, just go to my myspace and click on the photo of Clementine (the girl with the blue hair.. I think its under 'about me') from eternal sunshine. That link will bring you to my blog, and if you read the last entry, you'll find a list of a 'few' of these things.. you might find it a bit random, but spontaneous is my middle name. I thrive off of my impulsiveness. Living by the whole "Cherish yesterday; Dream tomorrow; Live today" deal is my thing. I always remember that this moment, the present, is all that we really have for sure. So I make sure that I don't waste it. When it comes to the future, I find it to be a waste to worry about things that haven't happened yet. It's okay to dream, but when you try to predict what tomorrow may bring, you'll often only find yourself quite disappointed. When it comes to the past, I hold onto the knowledge that I gain from my mistakes, but try not to dwell in the memories that they leave behind. I even put the painful times to use as a point of reference... to make the sunny days that much brighter. We wouldn't be able to appreciate the good days without the bad. If every day were sunny, then we'd take them for granted. So when I'm having a rainy day, I always remember there's a sunny one somewhere up ahead. It can't rain all the time. So when the sunny day does finally come, I make sure to look back on the fallen rain, thankful that it fell. Hence the screen name FALL3NRAIN.
My apologies if I'm boring you in the slightest... but I can't help but ramble. I write, that's what I do. I have notebooks upon notebooks... mostly rambling (who would have guessed). A lot of the time, I'll find that all of these nothings i write about... sometimes can end up meaning so much more... than something. If that makes any sense. Yeah, that's another problem of mine. Making sense. Sometimes I get so confusing, I confuse myself. So, please... if you figure me out, clue me in... because I haven't been able to =P
Other things.. uh.. oh yeah, I sing at open mic nights every Thursday in the blue frog coffee house. I just recently, in the beginning of the summer, learned of my ability. I'm addicted already.
I'm lazy... I don't have a job, never have. I don't really need one. Me trying to save money is a joke.. and I'm not a materialistic person, so why waste my time with a job to get money I don't need or want?
I play piano... I'm not that good though.. I've never taken lessons. I play by ear, or write my own music. Since I can't read notes, I keep it all in my head. This is one of the rare occasions that I'm not absent minded.
I'm not all that punctual either.. I'm barely ever on time. I love to draw, paint, all that fun stuff... I love the stars.. I guess when it comes to religion you could consider me more spiritual than anything. I'm open minded, and respect others beliefs.. so when it comes to being a part of a religion I draw the line. See.. we don't know about even half of the things out there.. whether its unexplainable forces, or other beings.. whatever... the point is, is that I don't think we can take this small piece of knowledge, and try to base our beliefs on it. That would be pure ignorance not to take everything outside of this little box of intelligence into consideration, or at least be open to it. Okay. topic change before I go off on another tangent..
I think I should just end this here for now… so I don’t ramble more than I already have. so ask more.. if you've actually bothered reading this far... or if you're not by now wondering exactly how much sanity i lack.. haha.. yeah, I laugh, but I wouldnt be surprised. My being upfront and open about things usually weirds people out a bit. So.. that’s it about me(l) for now. Just skimming the surface.. but it’s a start.